Out of room

 Just three more sleeps and we can move out of this cracker box. But we can't do anymore packing. The back seat of the truck is full and in case of rain we can't put anything in the box of the truck. And the car can't get loaded up in the back incase we need it to pick up something. There is VERY little floor space in here so there is no place to put any totes or boxes. That is unless we don't want to move around in here at all. The most that we have left to pack is food, clothes and few cooking utensils, since most everything was lost in the fire.  

So now that we have found out we can't pack up anymore items. We have decided that Wednesday, when either of us gets up to use the bathroom in the middle of the night, we will just start packing and moving things to our home. When we get tired we can take a nap or go to bed early that night. I know once we get up, our minds will be busy moving so we might as well do just that.  And we still have a day or two to continue moving our meager belongings. Our age and physical abilities are preventing us to go balls to the walls like in our younger days. But again, we don't have that much, just no place to put anything in this place.  Frustrating to the nth degree.

The anxiousness of moving has set my heart rhythm way off kilter. Sometimes I think it is going to pound right through my chest. But as soon as I get busy with something else it slows down. It is scary though since I have an accelerated heartbeat the way it is. The meds don't seem to be working with the type of anxiety we have been living through.

We've been hearing on the news and reading about cruises that are being held up due to trump virus cases onboard. The couple that we have purchased our home from have an upcoming cruise scheduled the day we move. I'm sure they are anxious about the outcome for them. Will they be able to go or not? If their cruise gets cancelled they will have to stay at a motel because we are not giving them one day longer in our home. They are quite wealthy so they can well afford to stay at a motel if they need to. Being they are from Canada puts them in a stressful situation as well.

Christmas was not much for us this year. But I did manage to listen to the church service on line. The fanfare was just not there. It was just another night in December with no birthday celebration for Jesus. But prayers of thanks were given numerous times.